Sunday, October 29, 2006

Anything Can Happen On Halloween


Fall is in the air and finally I’m in a place where I can enjoy it, because it actually FEELS like fall. But, along with my familiarities with fall: the cool air, the falling leaves, and pumpkin spice filling the air, there is Halloween! Halloween and Thanksgiving are my two all time favorite holidays. (Alright, so we don’t get Halloween off from work, but that doesn’t mean that it ceases to be a holiday.) I’m still not sure what I will be doing on Halloween night – (I’m thinking of going to a Halloween party hosted by Seattle’s Jet City Improv – they are LOTS of fun) – But until then, I am certainly having fun on the nights leading up to Halloween. I’ve started making some of my favorite seasonal delights using the most wonderful ingredient of the Fall: Pumpkin. And who could go through a Halloween season without watching It’s The Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown? I haven’t gotten to see one of my all-time favorite movies, The Nightmare Before Christmas, yet – but that’s one of those wonderful films that one can see anytime between Halloween and Christmas. (Or, if you’re like me, ANY time of the year is great for that movie.) But last night my brother and his partner introduced me to a new Halloween treat… or rather, trick: An absolutely horribly funny 80’s crap film entitled, The Worst Witch, starring Fairuza Balk and Tim Curry. It’s actually funny that the plot of this film is along the same vein as Harry Potter, (but Harry Potter is so much better.) But the highlight of this film is a song sung by Tim Curry. You will have to actually see this number to get the full effect, but in honor of Halloween, Tim Curry, and complete buffoonery, here are the lyrics. (I used a bold font to highlight my favorite part.)


I wouldn’t change places
With anyone tonight
We’ll carve pumpkin faces
And watch the witches flight
Every human heart will shudder
Every soul will shake with fear
Tonight, the creepiest
Tonight, the scariest
Tonight, the most wonderful night
Of the year
Anything can happen on Halloween
Your dog could turn into a cat
There may be a toad in your bass guitar
Or your sister could turn into a bat
Christmas time brings the snow
Summer time brings the sun
But on Halloween your blood begins to run
Something’s funky going down now

Anything can happen on Halloween
It’s better than a video
Gremlins gonna mess up every cassette
From London to Idaho
April first can be fun
New Year’s Eve is a bore
But on Halloween your flesh begins to crawl
Oh, I’m losing control
Anything can happen on Halloween
Your toenails grow long and your hair turns green
Your teacher could become a sardine
Your dentist could turn into a queen
Has anybody seen my tambourine

I may start playing
Begin the Beguine
The craziest night you’ve ever seen
This hairy, scary, creepy, crawly,
Halloween.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Insomnia


It’s 3:30 in the morning and I would like nothing more than to be in bed, sleeping soundly, but my body just won’t let me do it. I haven’t been able to sleep well for quite some time and it’s been a bit of an annoyance. When K and I went to the hotel last weekend for our anniversary getaway, I thought… I was in hopes that I would finally get a good night’s sleep, (thinking that a relaxing evening and a change of scenery would do the trick.) Such was not the case.

In addition to not sleeping well, I have also been feeling a bit anxious and on edge over the past few weeks. I really hadn’t paid it much mind, except last night it got to a point where I got angry and lashed out at K for no reason whatsoever. I felt horrible and a bit embarrassed. I wish I knew what my problem was. I wish I knew what I could do to stop all of this and relax.

Looking Back



Five years ago last Friday, I married K. With every anniversary we have, I think about our relationship, (as most couples do or should do), but I also think about where I was in the fall of 2001 - Not just physically, but mentally. For the first time in my life, I was happy with where I was with my relationship. But, with regards to almost everything else, I felt stuck. I had been in Texas for a year, and hadn't really done much with myself, save for one show, which was not the best of experiences. I was working in a call center for an insurance agency and, although I was making okay money, the job had no future at all. I spent my evenings at the local Barnes & Noble cafe, writing in my journal; thinking back at how busy and fulfilled I was just a few years earlier, back in college. I ended up quitting my job and spending three months looking for something new while taking an on-line class at UNT.

So, here we are. Five years later. K and I are still married, with a strong relationship. We're living in Washington, now, and... heh... I'm unemployed again. However, I don't feel stuck in the way I did five years ago. I liked where my career was headed in Texas. I felt that, had I stayed there, I could have gone in many different directions. That isn't to say that I don't have those same directions here in Seattle, but, unlike Texas, I don't know anyone here, so I have to start from the bottom of the totem pole. And starting at the bottom has proved to be a bit more difficult than I had anticipated. I apply to three or four jobs per day, and yet I've only had two interviews since I moved here, (the last one occurring over a month ago.) And, honestly, I don't know what I'm doing (or not doing) to not at least get an interview. Lately, I've taken another look at my resumes and cover letters. I've read countless articles on job sites like CareerBuilder and Monster, as well as a few books on the subject. I got to the point where I don't know how else to tweak things. One night last week, K volunteered to have a look at my job search materials. K has always had some great suggestions on how to make my resume pop; often reminds me of things I left off; or has better ways of saying things, so that they read better. But, after reading my most recent resume and cover letter, she had nothing to contribute. She told me that they looked great and shared in my confusion as to why I am not getting more calls for interviews. So, I continue to apply, with the hopes that "This one is going to be the one!"

The other part of the anniversary - (the non-introspection part) - was really, really nice. Last year K was in rehearsals for a rather challenging show and I was hoping between stage managing said show to my thesis project. We were both so busy that October 13th came and went just like any other day. But this year was different. Last Friday, we went to the Dahlia Lounge, owned by Seattle's celebrity chef, Tom Douglas, who specializes in Northwestern cuisine. I've never had Northwestern cuisine, nor did I know what it is. (In fact, I'm still learning.) However, I will tell you this: Eating at the Dahlia Lounge was an amazing experience. Those who know me well will tell you that I will complain about paying for an expensive meal when I know that I could easily have made the meal myself. And I will go up the wall if I pay for an expensive meal when I know that I could have made it myself, AND it would have been better had I done so. Readers take note: An evening at the Dahlia is not inexpensive; however, I can guarantee that you never had anything like what you can get at the Dahlia. Tom Douglas uses a unique blend of flavors and textures that many could never dream of, making this one of the most memorable culinary experiences of my life, (right next to my experience dining at a couple of the restaurants at the Culinary Institute of America.) Also, our four course meal was so well portioned, so well paced, that we didn't notice that we had spent three hours enjoying our meal. The next day, I surprised K with a lunch cruise around Elliott Bay, followed by a night at the Silver Cloud Inn in Mukilteo - a room complete with a fireplace and 2-person spa. I believe it was our first time to completely unwind since we left Texas over two months ago.

Now, we're back to the grind. Back to my 8-hour a day job of looking for a job.

Have I said lately that I can't wait to get a job?

Laundry Rant



If you are reading this and you use a coin-operated washer & dryer, or something to that affect AND their are only two washers and two driers AND you are using both of them, then please, please, in the name of all that is sacred, PLEASE remove your belongings promptly from said appliances once the cycles are done!! Right now I am reminded of the number one reason why I HATE using public laundry equipment: When some asshole uses all of the equipment and then just lets their laundry sit for hours while others need to do their laundry. Of course, I could remove the laundry myself and put it on top of the washer and/or dryer, but I hate being put in that position, and I have never, ever been able to do that without anything bad happening. I remember an instance in college where I had waited to use the washer so long that I had gotten fed up enough to remove the clothes and use the washer. When the cycle was completed, I moved my laundry to the dryer. After about 5 or 10 minutes, I went to put another load in the washer and noticed that the dipshit took my laundry out of the dryer, put it on the floor, and put their laundry in the dryer. So, this went beyond the actions of your standard selfish, laundry hording asshole; they were also completely disrespectful and using my laundry money! As I was taking this asshole's laundry out of the dryer and putting mine back in, this rather tall, muscular guy comes in and yells at me: "What are you doing with my girlfriend's laundry!?" I told him what had happened, but, (surprise, surprise), he didn't believe me and threatened to rearrange my face if I didn't put his girlfriend's laundry back in the dryer.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Seattle - Mexico


Mood: Waking
Song: It’s Not Your Fault – New Found Glory
Units of Caffeine: 0

I had a strange feeling yesterday afternoon, during lunch. Yesterday seems like the first Saturday since moving here that we weren’t entertaining anyone. And, whereas it’s great that we have had so many friends and family visit since moving here, it affirms that whole theory of “too much of a good thing.” I was beginning to think that being a weekend tour guide was my weekend job. For the past few weeks, I had been going to the same tourist spots over and over again, and explaining the same things over and over again. Last weekend, the in-laws were in town and, although it was nice to see them again, god, did I spend way too much time with them! It had gotten to a point where I needed to get away and do something sans the in-laws. So, last Saturday night, after having dinner in Alki, we went our separate ways. I looked at my watch and noticed it was only 8:30!! With the entire night left, Monk, K and I decided to finally check out the Irish pub down the street from our apartment. (Why it took so long for us to visit the closest pub to our apartment is beyond me.) It was great. There was a live band, playing a fusion of Irish folk and rock; the pub was warm, rustic-looking, and inviting; and the drinks were great. (We found out later that the food is good, too.) So, we spent the next four or five hours there and got rather toasty. Nay… rather inebriated. So, we all staggered back to the apartment, (which was the most fun walking up the hill to our house that I ever had), and we all collapsed. The next day, I paid for my sins. I woke up with a hangover that made me feel sick; sensitive to sunlight; and my head feel like it was eight sizes too small for my brain. I wanted nothing more than to spend half the day in bead, with the covers over my head. Instead, I had to wake up early, to a VERY sunny day in Seattle, to spend the day with my in-laws. Saturday night was fun, but admittedly, that was some really poor planning on my part.

So, this weekend is much better. No in-laws. No hangovers. Just a few lazy days in which we don’t have to do anything. I spent the morning with my brother and his partner, as seems to be the norm for our Saturday morning, and got together with K a little later to spend the rest of the day with her. It was another nice day, so we decided to go to Alki again to enjoy the water and the view, and check out one of the many beachside restaurants there. We ended up going to a Mexican place. This had been the first Mexican restaurant we went to since leaving Texas. It was just so hard for me to go to a Mexican place. For one, I wanted to enjoy all of the things the northwest had to offer, which was mostly seafood, seafood, and more seafood. But there were other things that Seattle has that we had a hard time finding whilst living in Texas. We’ve found some fantastic Italian delis; there are a few Indian places that we love here; and Chinatown, located on the south side of downtown Seattle, has some of the best Asian food and ingredients that I have seen…. ever. In addition to this, having spent the past six and a half years in Texas, I just couldn’t get over the mental leap that there could possible be any good Mexican places anywhere other than Texas. I recently watched an episode of No Reservations in which its host, celebrity chef, Anthony Bourdain toured Mexico for a sample of Mexican cuisine and culture. What I found most interesting about the program was that Tony didn’t film the entire show in Mexico. Instead, he bounced back and forth over the border between Mexico and Texas. Why? Because there is so much Mexican culture that can be found in Texas. Texas embraces it. One of my favorite weekend getaway spots in Texas was San Antonio. Even though it’s still quite a bit inland from the border, it’s difficult to think of the term “border” as a black-and-white issue. Borders are lines, developed by mapmakers, politicians, and governments. But, had one visited San Antonio without any concept of borders or geography, it would be difficult to see where Mexico ends and Texas begins. And, from what I saw on Tony’s show, that seems to be true of many of the towns and villages in south Texas. So, for six and a half years, I had been experiencing some of the best in Tex-Mex cuisine that I will ever experience in my life, my thought was that nothing, anywhere else on earth, could possibly compare. This state of mind was further solidified by my time living in the northeast. There were very few Tex-Mex places in upstate New York, and, truth be told, I was never fond of the Tex-Mex places I want to, while living in New York. The food ranged from mediocre, (at best), to downright terrible. I remember spitting out this horrible, lime-green, salt-rimmed, sweet-and-sour slurry of shit called a margarita and thinking that the equation Spicy + Mexican = Aweful! All of this changed when I moved to Texas. I had a new look at Mexican; into a world of chorizo, jalapenos, carnitas, chipotle, and guacamole, and had an ethereal experience with a lady made up of the right blend of distilled, fermented agave, smooth orange liqueur, and tangy lime – Margarita! Of course, once one has gone through the path of enlightenment – prayed to the porcelain gods from having too much tequila, and cried the thousand tears of the Jalapeno, Serrano, and Habanero – it’s hard to go back to mediocrity. I was happy to gain the knowledge of what Tex-Mex is supposed to taste like, so that I can have that religious experience in my own home, but what of the Mexican restaurant? Could there possible be another place on earth (other than Texas and Mexico) where I could have this same culinary experience, especially in the Pacific Northwest? After almost two months of living in Seattle, K and I decided to give it a whirl. We went to the Cactus restaurant in Alki. The décor looked interesting enough with its nouveau Southwestern feel and the piped music got me in the mood for some hot salsa and a cold margarita. I started to feel like I was in a different world when we had to pay for our chips and salsa. Again, coming from a world where chips and salsa are as complimentary at a Mexican restaurant as bibs are at Red Lobster, I couldn’t help but cringe a little. The menu was just a little different than what I was used to in North Texas. Nothing odd, but just a little different. With little differences such as Navajo fry bread and blue corn tortillas, there was some Native American infusion that added a new wrinkle to what I had already been familiar with. But, I’m open to new things and ideas – So, bring it on! I was happy that I had finally been able to get over the mental leap, because it was wonderful, and K mentioned a certain comforting feeling about it all – It reminded her of home. I didn’t respond. I sat in silence, thinking about what K had just said. K had earlier, more positive experiences with Mexican cuisine in her life, and was referring to most of her life; but I was thinking of the past six and a half years. I thought of my first time at a Mexican restaurant in Texas, with a group of friends; I remembered going to the local cantina several times with friends for margaritas, sangrias, and chips and queso, before a night of bowling; and I remembered a wonderful Mexican dinner on July 4th, 2004 with our friends and seeing the restaurant packed with other families, choosing to have their Independence Day dinner at a Mexcian restaurant – and I remember having that same thought of “borders” that night. And I agreed with K. The Mexican cuisine was comforting and brought back memories of home. My Texas home.

And that’s how K and I found ourselves, sitting in a semi open-air restaurant, eating some great Native American infused Mexican while looking out onto the Puget Sound on a warm, sunny day. The combination of this was just…. weird. Sunny. Warm. Great Mexican food. These are words that a lot of people wouldn’t normally associate with Seattle, but it’s here and it’s wonderful!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006